oh my dear god life is hectic

black city of nuerva, omri koresh, art director, comic, free to read, dark goth

HI! so what’s new? A LOT. A Company from Poland called “All In Games” asked me if i’m available to be an Art director for a small game they are creating. We discussed terms and i said YES but of course- Alice comes first. So i started working… at a second job! i’m so tired it’s ridicules. But i love it, i LOVE being an Art director, i love that i can create worlds and create experiences.

black city of nuerva, omri koresh, art director, comic, free to read, dark goth

i always thought i’d be a classical painter with a studio and shit but you know what? it bores me. it’s boring for me to go to exhibitions and see mediocre paintings or at best such amazing paintings- but not in israel, no one here actually paints, it’s “taboo”. So, see amazing paintings that you stare at them for 10 minutes and move on. Games Last forever. Games are the future, being an Art director is really amazing. galleries die because they are boring AF, usually the art is crap and it’s overpriced.

But being an art director? i know how to lead a team and i know what i want- so there’s no real zigzags and “let’s explore” when i envision a world i understand how to communicate it- well, i hope i do. I also never shut up so i’m good at explaining shit. Either way what i did is i stole Dario and Norman from Alice to give us some designs and atmospheric images, we are creating a vertical slice for December. we needed really small stuff and they are friends so why not give them a few bucks! Dario and norman felchle

I can’t really say info about the project Or show you anything so instead i’ll post images from the finished comic. it’s really fun and hard to design a world but if you have a vision and you know when to tell people to shut up and that their idea is bad (which happens, deal with it) you’ll be ok. the idea is to LEAD not to boss around everyone around you, take the good but know when someone is stepping on your toes to tell them to back off. I had an altercation with one of the guys in the team who is NOT part of the art team. he started giving “me” ideas on how the game should look like etc…

dude, not only that is NOT your job, as an art director i get to listen but if your idea sucks, i need to tell you NO.

like the guy wanted an Arena that is a spider web? you know what’s the problem with that idea? a spiderweb is sticky.

Alice? we are working our butts off, Also started doing Oz stuff. i wish i could show off stuff! i can’t! LOL goddamit. I do can say that i worked with Roman on Alice’s 3d head and he did a good job on it. People remarked that her nose is odd (like not pointed up) and her eyes are still too big and her forhead is alien. All true but i also think that those traits make sense and give her that personality of Alice.

her forehead is actually anatomically correct, it’s just large. her eyes are suppose to be big and her nose shouldn’t be tilted upwards, she’s not swedish. i’m happy most people agree with me that she should have the long hair and that the general face is spot on, i just really want to see this face move and talk and whatever. if i compare This model next to the Madness vertical slice? wow, that’s just a different level.

Last Notes- Nuerva will now, hopefully, be published on “Smashwords” and the audiobook is done, Published on “findawayvoices” ANNDD the Comic is done!

i also published it on Smashwords and it’s FREE. but i think it will take them a moment to authorize everything for me to actually promote it. So audiobook, Comic, Book are done and i’ll need to figure out how the hell to promote them.

I’ll be writing a second book and i know how to start it, so wish me luck, Going to need it.

Alice HD 2020 mod and LIFE

HI! i’m so tired! this month was hectic but i did manage to finish some projects. One of them of course is the Alice HD 2020. i hears some morons complain about how we should of done the maps and that the models look bad and that we fucked up the gameplay. Nope.

DECIDED TO MOVE TO NEXUSMODS.COM i prefer their platform.

we are trying to upgrade Alice herself but honestly the game just won’t allow us to import her back into the game. it’s like it doesn’t like us! but we will figure it out eventually, maybe, hopefully. honestly this game Needs a redo. like my dream right now is that we’ll get a greenlight on Alice Asylum and then we’ll get somehow a deal to remake the original Alice. this can be so awesome.

don’t get me wrong, it’s not like my brain will stop thinking on how to mess and maximize this pack, it’s STILL ON. but it needs a total redo from scratch with a new engine. otherwise it will NEVER look good. as i understood the maps are not actual 3d models so they literally can’t be upgraded like a 3d model that you can extract and use.

Other things? i got a big, local publisher here asking me if i’m available for commission and i did 3 covers for “Old Man’s War by John Scalzi” i’m attaching crops, not the full image because i’m not doing the graphics and in books you need to keep spaces with “nothing” so the text will be readable.

i have never really painted in this style and i never got a chance to paint landscape! so it’s refreshing and i could apply all the stuff i learned from Marco Bucci’s courses, it really paid off! HA! Also i redesigned Lani Lenore’s Nevermor covers and created another cover for her “Needle Eye”

i told her i hate painting curls (which it 100% true) and that because she’s white she thinks curls are beautiful because all my life only white people told me my natural hair is beautiful and it’s not and if there was an injection to make me blonde i would- she didn’t laugh! i’m not racist goddamit lol. i’m just really pro wigs. if i could wear wigs all the time i would. it was so hard to paint the hair i had to merge in stock images, i just couldn’t figure it out but i like how it came out.

why do i do memes? first reason is because my brain works in Memes, like “Karen” “Chad” “Shaniqua” “Becky” “Cat that says no” all of these horrifying Memed characters, i can relate, i also don’t see a Karen as white, i see her as a personality, a man can be a Karen. i have met Gays who were Karens. I met women who are Chads, i have met white ladies who are shaniquas. we are ALL the cat that says no. All of us. Memes are Personalities, not color. Please insult each other equally. fyi “Boomers” are just Downers, not actually people who are 70.

Also it’s hella funny.

COMIC! i got a model to fit the last part, the “Leader” for those who read the book. so i’m merging him in the comic, i’ll finish it soon, this corona business put a hold on everything. i’m studying Anatomy, properly, for the first time in my life and it’s boring like hell BUT i started to apply what i’m learning and it’s really awesome. AUDIO BOOK is coming for Nuerva, i want to learn animation to make clips too. i’m going to get surgery on ly left arm on the 17th and it’s With general anesthesia and i want to get this over with already. you probably saw that i’m wearing a cast in all the videos, it hurts all the time. i wish that after this surgery it will stop hurting. Also i’m on a diet, i got to lose some weight. agh.

so i’m really swamped, really tired and i need a vacay. so i’m going to close Commissions for a while, i haven’t done that for YEARS. i’ll rest and play “outer worlds” more. Thanks for listening to my babble! I hope this corona thing didn’t screw you over, LOVE (:

July- too much of Me, Nuerva Comic and Paintings (:

omri koresh, painting, author, artist, omrikoreshart

HI! i’m going to pass on the Alice update this time because frankly i got Instagram for that and i don’t have stuff that i can share too much currently. So instead let’s talk about something that is on my mind and on my head for the last two months. this corona business really make me take a look on what i want to do. and there are personal stuff like i want to learn archery and i want to learn to dance like a hoe on a pole, ride a horse once, make a song! but i also-

want to make stuff, Physical stuff. Specifically i want to make two lines of stuff, i want to make a set of pendants with simple necklaces, about 4 designs. and Shirts which i think i’ll start from that … but i honestly don’t know where to start. perhaps i uploaded this already, i don’t remember.

I like prints. i don’t feel it’s me tho. so i’m thinking about a design based in material, like pearls/gold/ i donoo. but something else then a print. OH my hair is bugging the shit out of me, i’m a curly but i’m losing hair so my hair isn’t dense and pretty. it’s like gramnda curls, next month i’m chemically straightening it so here’s the BEFORE:

Stupid face, hate this fucking hair. thank you.

I’m painting a lot, i finished “Money” originally i wanted to paint Kylie Jenner as the model but i found out that i work better with my own characters. there’s something that works better with my wonky proportions then going fully on realistic.

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Money 2020

I’m really happy with how she came out, i learned a lot from Marco Bucci, if anyone wants to take some courses from him- i’m SO FOR IT, i learned a lot from 2 courses, each cost me 30$. it’s really nothing. I’m planning to paint “Inflatables” next, Digi sketch:

and i finally understood my world when it comes to painting

finally. FINALLY i’m happy with these two. the pigs and Bears. Also a jewlery company, Marohh, approached me and i modeled stuff for them in exchange for the products,

marohh jewlery
marohh jewlery
marohh jewlery. I love these tits.

I want to be actually paid once, Money, to model clothes for a catalog (not live or video, i can’t retouch that) also not too tight, too fat. OOHH also last but def not least i’m working on the Prelude comic for Nuerva, i also sold all the copies. and i’m looking for a model for the 3rd part. it’s built with 4 parts and for the 3rd part i need a guy that looks like a walking wall.

Lana, the black city of Nuerva, Omri koresh

this is a cap from the 4th part. it’s not spoiling the actually book but Explaining WTF is happening in it- IN a way that is Hinted If you read the book so you’ll need to read it After you read the book. But if you read the comic first you’ll be basically “wtf” i want this to be only digital and to put it on Amazon but 2 friends already were like “are you kidding me? this must be printed” i donno. i’ll need to think about it but i got Lots of work to still put into it so i’ll think about it. parts 1,2 are done 4, is being made now and 3 needs that male model. when i’ll finish this comic i’ll start to work on my second book. i got the outline done, i just need to write it but i KNOW that this comic needs to be done first in order to write the second book. i don’t want plot holes…

I want this corona stuff to be over with already, i want to be able to go out and get drunk! i’m sending you a virtual alcoholic beverage, Le’haim!

Thanks for reading, i hope that this time isn’t very hard on you and i hope that everything is well. please take care of yourself and wear masks and wash your..well.. everything.

My Corona!

Hi! how’s the corona? are you going slightly mad? here everything is strange. on the one hand the government said that now people can meet but on the other hand people seem to think that there’s no more corona! it’s like the Joey Speaks french Meme but with Corona. these idiots will kill us all.

Alice asylum, alice 3

the latest art that i made took me almost a month and i’m taking a break from making those. usually this kind of art goes through 3 artists. a 3d artist, one that makes the back and another one for the characters. usually some parts are made in 3d and everything is merged… i did this alone but Norman helped me with the animals and Alice and Cheshire’s pose.

some other stuff happened, i finally took 3 courses. 2 from Marco Bucci and one anatomy course which i’ll start in two weeks probably. i took “Illustrating Children’s books” and i took “Painting Digital 3” and with those i finally learned how the hell to paint expressions

alice asylum, the moon, denial

I never EVER could paint expressions like this, i’m so happy i took the course, it fixed some issued i had with drawing. the problem is that with my Degree they didn’t explain how things worked and told me basically “painting well is bad, it’s boring, make shit. shit is good, shit is wonderful. poop. poooppp. popopopopoooo.”

alice’s Room in denial

it helped me with sketching out ideas quickly and understanding where things go exactly. it’s not like i didn’t know or was a bad illustrator but i had issues that were never really resolved. even my mom didn’t have anything bad to say- that’s saying something! i’m hoping that when i’ll finish the anatomy course i’ll be able to draw people much easier directly from my head. I USE MODELS. i call one up S.he comes and i take photos of all the poses i need.

The black city of Nuerva, Duarte

and i pose them, take pics, integrate it, paint over the images, etc. i hope that i’ll need that Less and i can improve on that. when i paint people from my head it’s still Not there. it doesn’t look right, i need help with that. above is the comic i’m working on! it’s a prelude of the actual book. small stories combined with one element. it will be only on digital tho. Oh and if i haven’t mentioned it, i sold all the physical copies of Nuerva and i’m not sure on how to promote it yet. i’ll figure that one out.

Our upgrade on AMA is continuing, we have some technical problems but we have good news, perhaps we found a way to upgrade Alice herself. Maybe- we have problems with the programs. i’ll let you know, Also she’ll be the Only model that will be upgraded, we don’t have time or need to update anything else.

I’m going bald. i’m taking the bald people’s pill now. it’s been like that for the last 4 months, i’m shedding hair like a dog. my left hand will probably need surgery to fix stuff there and i can’t seem to be able to ditch some pounds i’m struggling with. WTF i hate getting older. 34 isn’t fun. i saw on Thursday this 40 year old guy who looked… bad and he was referring to my cousin and I as “young kids” like, i know i look young, my cousin is 10 years younger than me, but like… am i suppose to look like him when i hit 40? wtf.

it reminded me- i had my eyebrows micro-bladed and now they look Always like i do them when i do my makeup but Very natural! i’m extremely happy with his work. i drove an hour and a half just to get to him. Israel- top to bottom is 4 hours, so comparing to the country- it’s a lot. that’s why i saw my cousins… they live at that city.

Besides i’m so over this corona thing but at least now i’m setting up dates and see friends and give them the goddamn book copy they ordered! I really wish you guys will like this comic. it’s an experiment and i think 60 pages. when i’ll finish it i’ll need testers so i’m counting on you.

May 1 Update! Alice, Oil paintings / Fine art / Marco Bucci

HI! how Corona are you? are you guys going crazy?

Before anything i only got 2 physical copies of my book. if you want to buy a copy as a present or you thought about it, whatever. Buy it so i can wrap it and ship it and prance around and say i sold everything. i don’t think i’ll be printing any more anytime soon. so just write me.

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Nuerva, Omri koresh, Black city, the black city of nuerva, physical copy

for me, corona, personally it meant that i’m painting more, working out (in house) more and going slowly mad like Queen. like every time something annoying is happening because i’m locked up the song starts in my head “I’m Going Slightly Mhaaaaddd” anyway for Alice i worked on the latest poster and tried to help everyone to do stuff as American is working on the re-write of Denial. when i’ll get a goddamn story i can assign tasks to everyone and we can build it properly. although most of the art, i think is done for denial, but we will need storyboards and specific new things for the specific story. Fun.

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Falling apart, Alice 3, Alice asylum

Secondly me and Tim and Kyle helped with creating the AMA upgrade pack. there’s a new HUD, we found a way to create “Anti-aliasing” and “Field of depth” and we are currently working on upgrading ALL the textures, What i made texture-wise will be available but now it’s Everything, i didn’t upgrade everything, too much work for one person. Kyle just got 3 weeks off work so Maybe maybe he’ll be able to rework Alice’s model a bit. it’s just giving her a bit more soft edges, besides her i personally think there’s no point in reworking the models in the game, it does look good enough. so soon! i hope that by the 15th i’ll be able to launch it.

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american mcgee’s alice, HD pack, 2020

The rest will be MY Personal NEWS. i always wondered why people in their 30’s 40’s become “good artists” and why people before that are kinda… Meh. well, I think it’s because before this age, for most people, you don’t have a real opinion on the world. also you Or get to a point in life where you are kinda “fuck it” and go towards and do whatever you actually want, fuck the consequences. OR become a total wuss and always try to please others and never change. i’m the first option tho. I found my inner world that i want to paint in oils, also i finished the latest but i haven’t got a chance to take a proper pic so sorry for the quality.

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Omri Koresh, Unicorns and Virgin

I’m continuing with painting the next one! and i had two triangular small canvases that i wanted to paint/use. AANNDD i’m taking 2 courses by “🔗Marco Bucci” I’m So recommending him to everyone who wants to learn how to paint well. i’m learning so much about, well, everything. he’s teaching digital but i apply it in oils as well. and it’s like 30 bucks for a course.

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Untitled eye01, 0mri
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Untitled Eye 02, Oil painting

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First Layer
omri koresh, art, digital art, oil painting, sketching, artist, author, omri koresh author, the black city of Nuerva, alice 3, alice asylum, alice madness returns, american mcgees alice, hd pack, money
TBA “Money”
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TBA “Bears?”
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TBA “Full Of Air”

I’m also taking an Anatomy course and i’m sketching new concepts and i’m learning on how to create more complicated (yes more complicated!! it’s never too complex!) compositions and ideas, and i really have to say this Marco, HELPED! there’s 9 you-tube videos you can see 🔗HERE that helped me a LOT!

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TBA Poppy

I don’t remember if i did or not, but I made a new video, you can see it on 🔗youtube here or below if you are on site.

So again. going slightly mad. i want to go out of the house and stop working!! but i’m kinda digging the results LOL. i did start on God of war and i do see a LOT of TV. but i want to go out and get drunk with friends who don’t have babies. BTW the comic is on hold, i need models for the frames so i when i can, i’ll do it! and update you duh.

Thanks for reading this month’s mess! i really want to be rich so i can get my eyes lazered to a blue color. YUP it’s a real thing, talk next month!

I need your help! Not money!

the black city of Nuerva

HI! so updates updates. AND i need your help! I want to start out with Nuerva. If you want to purchase the digital version it’s finally LIVE! you can get it here:

The black city of Nuerva – Amazon, EBook

If you want to i’d love some feedback/review on the Amazon page even if you didn’t buy it- you can still leave a comment! it will help me a lot! ALSO If you have:


Go there! write me a review! and you can copy the same review on:

Google Books

it can be the same review and again, not asking for you to buy anything, Write a review on how wonderful the art is and just make something up. i really don’t care, as long as i do get reviews. On other news i’m currently famous in google.

So hi! i’m famous now. google actually sees me as a person and sees my face and knows who i am. i’m very proud of google getting to this conclusion and i think they made a wise choice.

I’m slowly going mac over this corona thing but i painted a LOT.

omri koresh, art studio, israeli artist, oil paintings
Studio, oil painting

I did a Harley quinn boy cosplay video with some questions i was asked about Alice and stuff, you can watch it here

Cosplay, makeup stuff
no photoshop yes corset
leaning how to finally use an eyeliner, not retouched.

AND Alice! A LOT of work. i wish we would of had the budget for 5 more artists.

how fine you look when dressed in rage, Cheshire cat
falling apart
American mcgee patreon
alice3, alice madness returns
alice 3, alice asylum

I’m working on the comic i wanted to make for Nuerva, it’s a small story that doesn’t fit into a format of a Book. it’s a prelude basically that goes before the big book. underneath is a sample.

Nuerva comic, graphic novel

And lastly i’m working with a guy called Tim Massing and we are working on the upgrade of American Mcgee’s Alice. we found a way to upgrade ALL the textures, not just the ones that i made. Also we found a way to place more models and with the help of a friend, Kyle Ross we upgraded the HUD. BUT i’ll show stuff and make a new video and stuff when we Finish this upgrade. my plan is that at the end of this month we will finish it and upload it for everyone to use and let this bitch rest. there are stuff i’d love to change but it’s literally unchangeable.

So yup. going slightly mad but with all of this spare time i can do a lot of stuff i wanted.

Kill me.


Nuerva Preorder and Aghgghh

HI! Do you remember in 2018 i tried to publish my art-book? well, it’s finally Coming and i couldn’t be happier! the reason it failed the first time is because the price was too high and also- you guys know i’m not Viral or Famous. i’m so deeply Jelly of those artists that people just know their work and they sell a lot and paint all day long, i wish i was like that but it’s honestly Tons of luck. Also it’s a matter of your location, I truly believe that a Canadian artist will have more Luck then an israeli one just because of better art-schools etc. Not bitching! just a thought that i had, this makes me even more grateful of you and everyone that is supporting mentally and financially. so really thank you! NOW about the book. this month is all about that book and plans!

omri koresh’s Nuerva Fae Attack

You can preorder it on my site

It will help with the amount of printings as it’s a limited run. the money will go towards the Printing and If there will be any extra it will go towards an Audiobook. i talked to a girl with a Wonderful voice, it’s a bit raspy and it’s beautiful on Fiverr and i think she can do a good job! the cost isn’t very high but no matter how many preorders i will get- it won’t cover the cost, i will need to pay her myself, it will only help at the most. which is fine!

omri koresh’s Nuerva omrikoresh.com raven glory mother

OH! i have to tell you how i got to that printing place. so there’s this Guy Yehuda Dvir he has 5.3MILLION followers on instagram right? right? an insane amount. so i thought, well, he’s israeli. i can write him an email. i don’t mind getting no response or a no, i’ll ask him like WTF an i doing with my life and if he has any tips on this book process. he told me to self-publish and hooked me up with the place He is printing his comics. he took the time to look at the art and landing page and everything! he’s amazing! and apparently the place is 20 minutes drive FROM MY HOUSE.

Omri Koresh’s Nuerva omrikoresh.com

So this whole thing, this whole mess that i went through could of been resolved if that place would of been there at 2018. but the good part is that since 2018 i learned In-design which is a very annoying program but once you get the hang of it, it’s fine. so i saved a ton of money on creating the layout for the book- which is an awesome thing as it means lower prices.

I objectify everyone equally.

Now i’m covered when it comes to preorders but if you are a fan, please order one… the next print might be only next year- if there will be any demand for it. i might run out of copies to sell. Also now it’s with a discount but later on… Nope.

OH! remember the comic? so people online liked it. i’m going to continue it, it’s 3.5 short stories that basically merge into one. it’s going to be fun. I was so scared of making a comic like… i never made one. also when i tried… wow it was bad. so when i sat down to make the frames and writing the story.. it only took me 3 hours (1.5 story 1.5 framing) it was ridicules, i’m like… why is this taking me less time than i imagined? i felt guilt.

boobs are hard to draw

but i’ll do it, i will need to “finish” the whole thing and then release it one page at a time. i hope it will be interesting enough to see it like that, no clue if it will but- it’s for fun.

Also… i was always planning to write another book. i have the beginning, i have some specific ideas on what i want to incorporate but i didn’t write the book… because i never released the first one. so now, after the 20’th i can take another adventure and start writing my ass off, it will take pretty much forever but, that’s part of creating. i’m down with that.

omrikoresh.com Omri koresh’s Nuerva Amanda

I have a friend who will take pictures of the product and myself Professionally- for free. and i have the amazing writer Lani Lenore who will help me set up the PDF and Stuff for the book! I don’t know how the hell one promotes a book online but i’ll figure it out. Those… Audiobook… i think i’m covered for now. i’ll need to think- even if i want- to create a brand out of it… don’t know. Don’t care. Get this art piece out already!

For other news…. looking for a gallery for IMI (photography) Painting in oils… a lot. started swimming to lose the fatness, ALICE ALICE ALICE NDS SORRY. Waiting for American to come back already. Trying my luck with creating Video content. the Project in Barcelona is active BTW, so it’s a lot of discussion and design work- still. so a LOT of junk is on my plate and i want cake but i’m on a diet- eat one for me and tell me how savory is it.

I love you All for supporting, even if you won’t buy a copy it’s fine, your soul is going to hell anyway (:



Happy Christmas! Nuerva, Art and Alice

HI! so Happy holidays! Hannuka, Christmas, Satanic rituals whatever floats your boat. it’s going to be a new year in a few days and honestly it’s a nice number, 2020, like my eyesight- after the lazer.

  1. Some cool stuff with Nuerva, i’m working on a 6 page comic, i was told to put more pages but i think 6 pages to begin with it’s totally enough. i got the first 4 pages down! lemmi show you.

i have two more pages to create, i might go back to these frames and balance something out later on or change but i think they are consistent enough. are they though? do any frames look odd to you?

i decided that the correct style for me is realistic with touches of paint. i hope that when i’ll published the finished product with text and everything people will love it enough to share it without me begging! NOT KIDDING. it needs to be interesting enough to do that. but i think i might do more even if it will flop, it’s a cool exercise. Second thing, so i got this listing for Agents to go to with the book proposal, as i understood it takes YEARS. i need to understand how to write a proposal and then to submit it to as many agents that i can… i’m terrible with that but i so so hope that i’ll manage to pull this off.

2. I want to make video content but OF WHAT? got an idea for me? i’m good with shading people but doing it funny and i’m good with criticism. the problem as i see it- i’m not interesting, my art is. I need to be interesting because that’s how i can build a proper youtube channel/ a bigger following so when i will go to agents i will have people to “sell” to. although i’m fucking 34 in a minute i still have to compete with 21 year olds meh. tell me what you’d like to see!


3. i had a great photoshoot with a singer/actress Ruth Almog, the image above isn’t done but i thought why not merge photography into the oil project thing. i can see this being sold as prints, something more commercial. Also it’s a great way for me to meet people and other talented people that i love.

4. Alice. So American got his vision finally. so we are wrapping the Hatter’s domain and doubling back to Denial to revamp it. Which frankly, it’s going to be awesome, i thought from the beginning that Denial is the more interesting realms and shock and Slumber feel that they can be something else. no clue on what will happen to them. Also working on a single poster at this time so i can’t show it, sorry. Hopefully next post you’ll see the final version!

5. OHH I got a new tattoo, it’s the Golden Ratio. it’s a bit of a shitty image but i think it’s enough to show it off. i’m really happy with it!

These are all the updates for now! thank you for reading and again, write me if you have an idea on what to do in a video!

DEC 2019!

So what’s new? A LOT. i had the busiest month i had ever had. 1. i few to Bucharest at the beginning of the month to celebrate a friend’s Bachelor party 2. I flew to Barcelona at the 2nd for an art project, i visited the Dali museum and i had my cards read! 3. Alice! i helped with hiring a new guy! Dario! who is pretty awesome! so i’ll try to show you guys stuff from my trip and highlights from, well, everything without this turning into a mess OH, 4. Comic!?

So how can i describe Bucharest? you see this picture of an almost naked dancer, pretty blurred and with a fat guy on the side? yup. that’s how it is travelling with 3 straight guys to odd places and strip clubs. BTW in one of them i went to the bar to get us all drinks when one of the strippers stopped me and said “Can i ask you something” so i was “YES! I’M *hair flip* GAY!” she laughed ans said, “Not that. i just think if you’d have long hair you’d be a pretty girl” so i showed her my makeup stuff with all the many wigs and she laughed her ass off. another one joined in and they invited me for shots on the house, it was funny and fun. so a lot of Booze, parties and just hanging out. it was fun! will i do it again? NOPE. i had enough steamy straight activities for a lifetime and i honestly prefer geeky stuff With booze.

Barcelona?! Ohhh shitty coffee. i live on coffee and fat fat fatty love handles. but seriously i need caffeine regularly otherwise i get dizzy as my blood pressure is very Lowww. All food portions are tiny, people don’t talk in english, as i said, coffee NOPE and tiny.


but i met a girl named Eduarda, she will work at the place as a fortune teller and i asked her on a whim if she wanted to come with me to the Dali museum and she said YES and we went!

I took a million pictures, this is one of the installations of Dali, if you don’t know this lady- shame on you. she’s pretty known. we went through the whole building, we went to lunch. at the rest of the days i worked at the project with two lovely ladies named Shai and Li. who are the artists that will build the lobby for the place as i’m more in the project side than a working artist. i gave them instructions and guidelines and a lot of materials to go through.

Shai and Li

so a LOT of booze, and we had tons of fun and we worked our ass off on the location. hopefully in Februar the place will open and i’ll be able to boast that i did this thing in Barcelona and hopefully my hair will grow it looks so fucking short in this image meh.

there will be tons of work to do there and we are in daily communication about the steps/design/thought process on what and how to do things. it’s a lot of fun and i think i’m good as an art-director. i hope i am! i want to go towards what i like most which is more game-related projects and art-galleries. let’s cross our fingers.

ALICE! so we hired a new guy, i never interviewed anyone but i did go through so many interviews in israel. i hated them. you ask why? well, i know i’m a good artist, you also do otherwise you probably wouldn’t subscribe here! so anyway, companies here told me that i “don’t have enough experience” bitch please. i’m an independent artist for years and i created a lot of stuff, i know my fucking worth and KNOW how to run a team! but it’s like a catch 22. they want you to work at a different company as an art-director etc and then come to them but again, no one will hire you if you didn’t do that and to top of it all off they don’t have Junior jobs because they export those abroad to china/russia/whatever. Lastly it’s mostly casino and cats/dogs games.

Dario’s work!

SO! after that rant. the process was that i usually got a test with NOT general guidelines but actual specific designs and with a request to make something on that line. At the same time when i did make something ON THAT LINE i was told it’s not what they wanted and it’s not good because it’s a copy. if you didn’t want me to copy then why give me a specific example? don’t give me anything, i’ll invent, tell me what emotion you want me to embody. Luckily with Dario we needed the Queen’s castle and he made it awesomely. I’m more of a render artist, i can render anything and we needed someone like him, that can make sketches and use COLOR. something i’m not strong at.

Tragedy, Next print!

i’m happy it worked out and i’m happy (well i hope) that our team is happy with the progress and how i take care of things. American yells at me from time to time to relax and be more chill and less anal. besides the pluses in anal i’m very organized and a stickler for details. it’s good a lot of the time but sometimes it does get to be tiresome to the other person.

COMIC. I want to make one from the materials from Nuerva. i’m looking for an Agent, people said that they got back emails of NO, i didn’t get emails at all which is far worse. but i had some small stories on how and who the main characters are but it doesn’t work in Book form. so i thought, why not make a comic?! I never made one! it can be a learning curve and it can be just… fun? so i’m working on it,. you can see the top there. the text is honestly a placeholder, i’ll write it AFTER i’ll finish painting the pages. i’m going to start with 6 pages. I don’t believe it will be viral (i wish) but it can be fun. why not. If it will i’ll do my own Patreon… because why not.

I hope next month will be a bit more easy breezy and hopefully i’ll loose some of the weight i got from all this unhealthy diet from this last month! thank you guys for supporting me!

Alice! Dolls! Exhibitions! Barcelona and Romania!

HI! here’s your monthly update! some stuff is happening artistically and some stuff is happening at work on Alice! so let’s begin with Alice. American said on the stream it took him a bit to get the MEME. i think only if you are a meme user only then you know Memes. friends of mine didn’t get the joke either, it’s funny as it’s my most Favorited image on IG! i love memes, love love love love them.

i found this cool cosplayer from Russia, @whitenoise_ai_cosplay and she is a really good seamstress! she made this dress for another cosplayer, it’s so amazing to me that people literally sit for hours to create something i designed- for me it’s a big deal! i love to sew but if you’ll see those dresses that I MAKE you’ll see that i’m not really good at that, i just know how to make it look eventually good. but it’s not sewn well! so to see someone executing something so well and exact, wow, i’m humbled.

i’m considering perhaps to revisit the dresses again when we will continue with Alice: Asylum. it’s like, the Denial dress and the Red Dress are mega popular. i didn’t see a Chaos dress or a Harvest dress yet but they are, i think popular by design. i don’t know if they were not created because they are too complex OR they are just not interesting enough? Either way, it’s clear that some of the designs will need to be revisited. so i think this can be fun and Also i really want a bunny onesie but it’s not on our pipeline to actually make those yet, perhaps in the future. i want to see a cosplay of that already!

still from all the Art we did on Queensland, this is the art that i liked most although it’s not in that realm. i really like the hands, i like how they came out, i can’t wait to get to depression to see how everything will click in that realm. i want to get my hands on the crying statue!! we are looking for a new Atmospheric artist, we needone but i Honestly, can’t find someone that i know their work, they need to work fast and be at mine and Joey’s level, every artist that i saw… didn’t really make the cut. so i’ll keep you guys posted, i wish we can get a good artist, we need the boost!

Now my news! After i finished the big painting “Silk” i thought that i needed a break and i thought to paint Marlin Monroe in another triangle canvas that i had and, well, it came out pretty horrible to i changed her face into this:

i don’t like the Old, Classic makeup, there’s something not slutty enough. i don’t love this painting but it’s cute, i think that when eventually i’ll get 20 good paintings to exhibit it’s cool to have some of them not masterpieces, although it’s preferred… DRESSES!

3 new dresses! and i thought YAY i’m almost done with them… nope. a woman called “Kesem” wrote to me on facebook about that she had TONS of jewelry and she thought that i can use those materials, in the pic it’s only 50% of what i got, it’s an ikea bag!! so remember these images! they might CHANGE.

So now i thought…. you know, i can 1. upgrade all my dresses 2. i have to make a dress that’s made of jewlery! so wish me luck! Overall with the dolls i will get in touch with a 3dPrint place that i got my eyes on and get a quote, OR fix my goddamn machine, it broke.

IMI: the last update, as i wrote before, the photography project was closed, i contacted a woman, Shlomit, she’s a Dr. in something academic, she wrote the text for the exhibition in English and Hebrew and i contacted a curator and we are actively looking for a gallery! i’ll update you guys when there will be news.

Barcelona! remember that i wrote that i’m going to create a lobby for a company? it should happen this month, so next month’s update will probably will be all about that. hopefully it will be a pleasant experience and i won’t want to kill everyone.

LAST ONE I SWEAR. i’m going to a small vacay, a friend is celebrating his bachelor party at Romania! so i’m going and it’s going to be fun, so again, next month, if there will be anything funny and interesting i’ll share. i’m planning to go to the strippers and take selfies with them and hashtags them “Photo-shoot!” so it will look like i’m actually working in Romania but i’m just at a strip club. LOL. straight people are odd.

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